This school year, I'm going to try to do my best. This is my last year of high school, and I need to do all I can to make it the most memorable.
I'm a pretty shy person, but at the same time, I like to get out and do stuff.
In order to make this year good for me, I need to get my priorities straight. I need to apply myself in all my classes, so I can get some sort of scholarship. I can easily make B's without applying myself, so I'm going to see what happens when I do.
I want to re-connect with my inner artist. Lol. I want to spend more time being involved with the arts. Mainly through painting, and producing art, reading, and writing. I figure these will be the things that will not only keep me busy, but help give me another outlet of expression.
I also want to become more socially active, and spend lots of time with my friends, because I realize come May, we all will most likely be going our separate ways.
This year, I am going to spoil myself. It's my last year of childhood, and next year, I will be on my own, so while I am working this little part time job, I am going to waste it on all of my materialistic desires- while I can.
I want to take more chances this shcool year. I want to go back to my old self, when I didn't give a care about what people thought about me. I know everyone will not like me. And I am going to try my best to come to grips with the past. The things that have happened. The things I can change. The things I can't. And what I can do about it.
I can't let people hinder me. I can't let my relationship with my mother hinder me. I am going to have to learn to deal with it. Yes, I wish she actually cared enough to be present in my life at my most precious years, but she's not. And I have to deal with that.
I want to go on at least 2 dates, and maybe even find a boyfriend worth mentioning. Lol
I am feeling very optimistic about this year. I'm feeling like this year, this final year, will be a year of self-exploration, and realization.
I'm excited.